which better?living as the life one or the dead one?

Sometimes in life there are many challenges to face...whether u like it or not...Some can bring many benefit , knowledge and good memory but some is seriously hurtful..it depend to the person how to view it...either he/she view it as an opportunities to change and learn something new or some people who cannot with stand this situation, take it as a simple minded person.
Some tend 2 choose the most convenient way to solve the problem..tat is S.U.I.C.I.D.E.. I had 2 admit it, that is the most convenient, inexpensive way...Almost 70% of peoples think of suicide this day.. it can happen in a blink of eyes..The reason can be as simple as break up with the BF or the GF..(such a cheap way 2 take one life..x worthed) and some can be as complex as family matter or work related such as the case of (well,..the one..hhmmm...think sndri k)
Me myself also not excluded in attempt of suicide...coz i also an ordinary human being..and sometime when i not in the sane state of mind i tend to think negetively...but in the end, i snap up and say "it is worthed?"
As i mention, which is much better?living as the life one or the lifeless one? Its up 2 u 2 choose. Yes, living as the life one has a lot of responsibility, stress from work, family, relation and all, and worry about money, bills and tons of stuffs..that is y sometime people who cannot handle it all take their lives away. ..cause the level of stress they carrying on their shoulder...
while living as the dead,,,hhmmm...all the worries sure is vanish already....but, are we really sure??? As we all know. every human beings that alive will face death, and every people who face death sure will head straight to H.E.L.L....betul..x tipu...our 1st stop will be hell...in there will be judge and all the thing that we do, did, all...thing that we did when we stay in the form of human and stay in H.U.M.A.N W.O.R.L.D will be judge here (after life)...
Well, its up 2 is to think and how 2 coordinate our life...for better or for the worst.. Think that either your action is worthed or not...what will you loss and what will you gain in life...If u cut short you life (not as planned by ALLAH) that as ALLAH had set a better plan for u...juz because some obsticle that DIA bagi, a small challenge to test either u worth it or not....but u cannot withstand it..and that the end of u...
Same as the story of a frog who look 4 a well in a dry day...the frog had dig far far far into the earth, but at the end, when the frog hit a rock, it stop diggimg and give up..whereby, if the frog dig away the rock, it can find fresh water under the stone~