Shhittt!!!MAn!!!

Did u girls ever saw a man shout at their pregnant wife??in the PubliC!!
Well Damm..i do..i was like shock..the reason he was mad coz the wife walk slow n she drop a thing...Then the husband go bazaar..he say "apa ba ko nie??!!! Jln dah la lmbt...kaC jth brg lagi.." i was like..if possible i would walk there n give the husband a punch n a slap...How dare him 2 say that 2 her wife..

For god sake..MAN!!! The women is carrying ure god damm baby...cant u juz tolerate a bit???
Ok fine..ppl will say,,blame it on who??of course it will say the WOMEN..Coz 2 dumb and get knock up by the man..but hye..think again u pxx Head!!!!The babies is URES!!!
Wat the use u marry her n bring her 2 ure world but this 1 tiny simple thing u cant do it for her...Why is that???Its coz ure ego are damm high as the sky or u 2 cocky n shame 2 bring ure pregnant wife out!!!! DOnt forget man..women in the ovulation cycle n pregnant is in their most beautiful stage..U miss it u might get the 2nd chance,,,the 3rd chance but how long u can freeze the tyme during those cycle??? It will never last forever..

Man appreciate women coz they r the most weakest thing that our creator had created..althgt they can be cold as ice,warm n hot as the fire, tough like a steel but hye,,they still a women inside out..they still need a shoulder to lean on, a hand 2 hold on and hug 2 ease the pain n sorrowness...

fix this...

How can this can be fix when u cannot appreciate me??

HELP...can u see it??

HeLp me~~
Can any1 hear me??
Can any1 c im hurt??
Y my tears can stop falling??
Wat the reason??
Who can tell me??
Worst of all,I cut myself..
That the only way it calm me down..
Least that I can do..do to make me stop crying 4 a while and endure the pain…

Y am I cryin’?
I got x idea why..
It is because of he??
Bcoz the stress and pressure in the studies??
The feeling in me is killing me..
The pain in my head wont go away…

I hurt myself once…
Then, I did it again…
Badge on my arm although it cover the scar but it can hide the sadness in my heart..
Y its I act like this..y?
It is simply coz like the pleasure of blood and pain??
Im not sure~~
Even me myself don’t know wat 2 say..

It BreAkS My Fragile HeaRT~~

It breaks my fragile heart every time i saw u.,every time i saw ure pic my heart full with hatred...what had happen 2 me?? when is the seeds of "hate" towards u planted deep in the lonely heart of mine? Its no that....im...why...even me myself cant explain why i behave such a way...

Am i eager for ure attention?No, fact i even avoiding u..im i falling for u??I ask my heart but theres no answer for it..even my heart cant tell me..if im falling for u?

1 thing for sure is that i dont want 2 break my heart by u again..its x worthed..u had never appreciate me b4..y must i be like this??i suppose 2 follow my heart but now,its all mess up..Its not that i will stop loving you but~~~

HyE SiSTeRS!!!!!

Y break ure heart???
why make ure world circle around the universe that u create ure self???
Wake Up sisters!!!! waKe Up!!
U dont have 2 circle ure world in his world??Ure air,ure sun,ure energy wasnt from them!!They are not the source,ok!!so wat??if every1,i mean every single persons can accept u 4 who u r,y cant him??!! Y he hurt u so badly whereby he is the one that claim love u the most?? The story had told long long long time ago,y cant u juz drop it!!y r u kept sprinkle salt n vinegar on my broken wound? Cant u C how badly hurt am i??Y cant u try 2 fit in my shoes?? Feel what i felt?? The words that u say,the look that u gave me, the so call "future" shatter me in thousand shread...why????Why cant u see it how hurt am i right now??? Im like frozen in a time jar where i try 2 wake up from this so call future~~Future that created by u,future that i used 2 see as a happy loving caring understanding secure future,but instead of that,it all turn dimmed~~Y walk in a dark n unsure future were by we cant even look at what are in front of u??Y cant u see me standing here,the 1 that wanna spend my whole life with u??Y must u look so far away,where as we can cherish every single sec we spend with each other?

Once the word "us" always, always lingers in our sweet talks but now it had changed..instead of us u use the word "you" and "me"..YOU n ME???Now it juz you! You! YOu! or juz Me! Me! ME! u claim i used the word "me..me...me", but for god sake,crying out loud,i nvr do that..i hold on 2 the memory n promises that u say, u say u will love me forever,no matter wat the consequences and wat hppn..u will still love me, satnd by me and appreciate me 4 who am i....

I shed in tears n sometimes i even trembling every time u pick on the healing heart. Every time we speaks my heart will miss a beat because i cant help it by thinking that when will u pick on the same old topic again.It hurts..it really do....

Others might and can judge me but x in a million years,it was u who did that 2 me..u are the LAST person that came on my mind..U r the 1 who suppose 2 hold my hand and walk this path 2gether..i see u as my friend,as my anchor, as "my rock", and most of all "my soulmate"...but instead u gave a feeling that its like im walking it all alone in this road with u..although u where there but then the hand that i cling on 2,is never near by..i try and try and try hard,try very hard to please u,but y cant u juz this once try 2 understand me? Juz this once. ..it is a hard request from me??

I know i cant do that....

People always say that u meet a person is by faith and 4ever it will change ure faith...
im x sure is that a joke or real...
Until now,i think i cannot agree more...
I meet him at OT...His a fend of my fend...
At 1st it was nothing,,1st thing come in2 my mind is "ooowwhhhh..."Than as time pass we talk,drink,talk and carry on...Then my GF suggest y dnt we grab some drink that nite....
And owh ya..co-incident,it was my 22nd bday..so we pun p la...That night,i dreamed about him...My God!!!!i met him twice a day,thats all..y can i dream about him...it cant be...i dont really believe in love in 1st sight..but y i dream about him..n yeah..i calm myself up...NNnnaaaa~its nothing 2...but as time pass i start 2 have feeling 4 him..god y can i fall so easily2 him????I kept ask the Q over and over again...and yet i cant find the answer...
I hate mysekf so much that y can i fall 4 him..its x that he x god looking ka..no,that not e prob,he's a wonderful man,great man,although he not good looking as the stars but when i with him, i felt like theres no problem as all...i know my flaw can be seen but he make me comfortable with myself without remind me with my "kecacatan"..
Once he said sumthing that make me cry but what he say is truth...that time i was depress and really down,then i told him..i say im a failure and the biggest crime is i let my parents down..in such berdosa punya child...then he reply me that it wasnt my fault,,,bknnya saya minta kn,...yeah,,,u might think like wat,2 pun u nk cry???but try 2 b in my shoes,i never done anything right b4 in my life, never have any special guy b4,never have a real teenager love and fun...when he say sumthing like that..Puff..Hhhaaa~u get it...
I Really hope something can happen btwn he n me..I really hope he b my 1st and my last but i knew it was sumthing that is impossible..juz like i ask a moon or e sun 2 be my present..that insane...same situation now,its x way bcoz he is a pure RC man that can never abandon his reg...im x that selfish..so i choose 2 keep it silents and will never tell him bout this..bttr u juz be fend...i think that the bestest solution i can think off so that i wont be hurt...Call me stupid but wat can i do..