HELP...can u see it??

HeLp me~~
Can any1 hear me??
Can any1 c im hurt??
Y my tears can stop falling??
Wat the reason??
Who can tell me??
Worst of all,I cut myself..
That the only way it calm me down..
Least that I can do..do to make me stop crying 4 a while and endure the pain…

Y am I cryin’?
I got x idea why..
It is because of he??
Bcoz the stress and pressure in the studies??
The feeling in me is killing me..
The pain in my head wont go away…

I hurt myself once…
Then, I did it again…
Badge on my arm although it cover the scar but it can hide the sadness in my heart..
Y its I act like this..y?
It is simply coz like the pleasure of blood and pain??
Im not sure~~
Even me myself don’t know wat 2 say..