Throw down from Heaven to Hell...

Im breaking down…Im melting down…
I cant bear it anymore…
I suffering within…
I cant hand the pressure anymore…
I cried and the tears doesn’t seem to stop…
My heart are aching..
Within me its killing me…
Y cant I be success like other??
I cant I grad on time??
Y im so damn dumb..
Learn it but cant pass in the final,
I already try so hard but still can pass…
So hard…so hard…
Im so tired already…
Im giving up…
Time for me to admit that im stupid…
I forced myself even harder but still I cant…
Study day n nite till I sick,its ok…
I can handle it 4 the sake of my parent,
I work myself out but in the end I fall even harder…
I fall apart…
Its x that I don’t give the best but…..
My headache is killing me….
Im falling apart…save me…
Crumble down…into thousand piece of tiny sand….
I…..
SOS…someone help me!!!
Help me!!!
Save me…
Save my soul…

Bitter and sourness

Some think that is ok 2 repeat and have a failure in life...
But x me,i already damm tired ooo...
I really want to run away from it..
No like run away from the problem it juz,take a breath..
Deep2 breath...
I didnt blame anyone 4 this.
One that i blame is myself...
Myself for being stupid...
Last time when i knew about my result i think of lock up myself..
Be a quitter..
But i cant...
I knew i cant do that 4 the sake of my parent...
So 1 thing that i can do is keep on moving..
Move forward...
Dont look back...
What is past left it behind...
Dont turn around and look but juz think that as a lesson in life...
Failure that had been done to make me stronger and move forward...
Coz there nothing can be done eventhough i regret...