Throw down from Heaven to Hell...

Im breaking down…Im melting down…
I cant bear it anymore…
I suffering within…
I cant hand the pressure anymore…
I cried and the tears doesn’t seem to stop…
My heart are aching..
Within me its killing me…
Y cant I be success like other??
I cant I grad on time??
Y im so damn dumb..
Learn it but cant pass in the final,
I already try so hard but still can pass…
So hard…so hard…
Im so tired already…
Im giving up…
Time for me to admit that im stupid…
I forced myself even harder but still I cant…
Study day n nite till I sick,its ok…
I can handle it 4 the sake of my parent,
I work myself out but in the end I fall even harder…
I fall apart…
Its x that I don’t give the best but…..
My headache is killing me….
Im falling apart…save me…
Crumble down…into thousand piece of tiny sand….
I…..
SOS…someone help me!!!
Help me!!!
Save me…
Save my soul…