Y????

Y does it seem that i been hate by everyone??
The way they look at me seem like,i dont know...They juz look throught me...
HAhahhaha...well that i learn from u all...
I look through u....
It seem that u x exist 2 me...
I know u tink like that oso..
Fine with me....
But....
I dont think that be the issue here but they just make the issue even worst...
Its x like i talk about them or what...
They juz cant let me go...
Blh2 they accuse me and blame me for the CD tat they cant install....
It wasnt my fault that the CD can not be install in their laptop..
MIne fine...
I cant help them...
Well juz like what they say "In the cruel world, if x u dead because of disease other will stab"...
Well that is how cruel the world is...
Thats the way how i being brought up...
Thing that u 1 u must fight 4 it...it wont easily fall down from the sky...
I juz had with them...
Mn2 kamu ja la...

Shit!!! FUck OFF Bitch!!!

God sometimes i cant understand some "girl"..
Even though their body already big or huge but still thereS the childishness and annoyed attitude...
FUCK OFF WITH YOUR ATTITUDE!!!!
They think they are the most beautiful people in the whole wide campus??
Owh please,one is damn annoy with her fucking plastic voice and one just like cow being piece on her nose...just following around everywhere...
4 me i think they got x brain at all....
Well they from the lower class,its ordinary for them....
What piss me off is,last class i got a CD from my lec by using my lec name..if u know from the lab to the staff it will be confidential but still this fucking brainless ass hole shout in her "beautiful" plastic voice..
Conversation:
Bitch:"Hye is that the F software?"
Me: "Yes indeed but ssshhhh,if the lab person found out sir will be in big trouble..later i burn and pas 2 u..."
The fucking bitch grow in storm;
Bitch:"If u dont want to borrow dont take it out!!!dont show off!!!"

FUCK BITCH!!!DOESNT SHE HERE WHAT I SAY??I'LL BURN N PASS IT...
Huh well,low class and lot of wax in the ears...

If i was mean like i use to back then,other then kicking her ass i will say;
FUCK OFF BITCH...CANT U HEAR WHAT I JUST SAY EARLIER??I'LL COPY IT AND PASS LATER!!! IF COMPARE U AND ME,U IS THE ONE THAT MEAN TO OTHER!!!IF U HAVE NOTES U NEVER SHARE WITH FRIEND,WHAT MAKE IT WORST,IF U GOT GOOD STUFF THAT WILL HELP OTHER U WILL JUST GAVE IT 2 THE GUYS 1ST AND THE GIRLS, HMMM LET ME THINK....NEVER!!!!...IT'S MAKE ME WONDER,ARE YOU A SLUT OR WHAT????ONE THAT HUNGER 4 A GUY..HAHAHAHAAH....SO I THINK IT WILL BE FAIR AND NO PROBLEM IF I DO SO...BESIDE THAT,THE CD IS MY OWN EFFORT,I ASK AND ASK AND ASK FROM SIR,NOW WHEN I GOT IT,U JUST WANT TO SNATCH IT AWAY FROM ME??? GOD U SUCH A BITCH..I HATE U...I KNOW IT ALL ALONG THAT U BEEN NICE 2 ME COZ THERE OPPORTUNITY AND ADVANTAGES THAT U C IN ME...

Even though theres different btwn u and me but i damn sure that i far bttr then u...
At least i dont use a plastic voice to flirt with guy....
Im so sure 200% im good...
Even though other not close 2 me but i treat them equal and care 4 them..
Like my class slogan is "Sharing is Caring" but 4 her "keep it myself is better"..

Let me go...or give me a chance..

Y??Y is everybody keeps on telling me 2 look 4 a partner or “boyfriend”. Can’t they just leave me alone??
Am I do really need a man in my life right now? Is that obvious? I don’t think so…I don’t think that I need one right now right here… Yes Most of the time I do talk n ad envy they that had bf but when I come back n think bout it, I really don’t sure. I DON’T KNOW… I really do…
I wish for one but god I don’t know n x sure… I totally lost…I can’t be just the girl in the Celcom ad, do i?? Its just make me desperate for a love… Like the ad “Sir, will u marry me??”
Ahh…so lame…No way…I don’t think so…But frankly speaking, recently I think i attracted to his one guy…I in the same class of him..Or pendek kata most of my class is with him…I cant even look at him straight into his eyes…When I do so, I remember my dream. I dreamed about him last Saturday… God that dream is wonderful but at the same time is killing me…How can I face him in class. Even today in Tax class my heart is pumping fast, n later in my friend’s stall he was there too…He made my heart pump fast n slow at the same time…I can go insane if this stuff keep on…ehuhhh…. I looks like I’m desperate 4 love n my answer is “yes” n “no” at the same time…Ahhhh….help me….SOS…SOS…