Let me go...or give me a chance..

Y??Y is everybody keeps on telling me 2 look 4 a partner or “boyfriend”. Can’t they just leave me alone??
Am I do really need a man in my life right now? Is that obvious? I don’t think so…I don’t think that I need one right now right here… Yes Most of the time I do talk n ad envy they that had bf but when I come back n think bout it, I really don’t sure. I DON’T KNOW… I really do…
I wish for one but god I don’t know n x sure… I totally lost…I can’t be just the girl in the Celcom ad, do i?? Its just make me desperate for a love… Like the ad “Sir, will u marry me??”
Ahh…so lame…No way…I don’t think so…But frankly speaking, recently I think i attracted to his one guy…I in the same class of him..Or pendek kata most of my class is with him…I cant even look at him straight into his eyes…When I do so, I remember my dream. I dreamed about him last Saturday… God that dream is wonderful but at the same time is killing me…How can I face him in class. Even today in Tax class my heart is pumping fast, n later in my friend’s stall he was there too…He made my heart pump fast n slow at the same time…I can go insane if this stuff keep on…ehuhhh…. I looks like I’m desperate 4 love n my answer is “yes” n “no” at the same time…Ahhhh….help me….SOS…SOS…