I hate..

I hate the way he smile..
I hate the way he talk..
I hate the most is i love him..
I fall 4 him but 4 sure there wont be and ending 4 me...
He x meant to be mine...
He once fall in love with a perfect girl but end up broke up with her...
X sure y..

X 1 knew that he caught my heart the 1st time i saw him..
The 1st day he in the class..
He x perfect nor good looking but still i falled 4 him..
It very obvious that he been mean toward me..
Compare to other he treat them gently and polite..
But when with me,harsh but x that harsh just his tones are much higher...
I do appreciate that he make me his friend and i ask nothing more than that...
He way too perfect to be mine and i don't think i was 4 him...
Lately i dream a lot about him but all the dream without ending...
I try so hard to forget my feeling to him,but day by day pass way,end up the feeling grew stronger and stronger each day....
I try to seek help and solution...
The solution that i found is self hyp myself and the other one is med...
I just wish the feeling wont and dont fade away coz i deeply in love with him...but at the same i...i....i...
I just wish i never knew you...If only.....