why??

Truth and Lies

Love and Hate

Trust and Betray

Why does this two always come together?

Cant there be the one and only….

Like cant there only a love? Or Trust in a relationship?

I wish it can but cant...
There is a guy that I care and dear the most and at the same time he is also the one that hurt and kills me the most….

I love him and he is the love of my life…

But sad and pity he doesn’t know how I felt 4 him...

Every day I thing about him…

He ain’t care and don’t even look at me…

Frankly speaking it does hurts…

I wish he knew but….

Then I think that times had come and I think of letting him go…

Out from my heart…

Im tired of searching the right one…

One of the heavens made just for me… For every human being in the earth…

I still remember a wisdom advice that I received from my friend recently (RJA), she told me that “even though the taste of searching and waiting is bitter but still if you found the one but it he the one?? You cant be sure…beside that, the story is it you keep on chasing for him and end up he doesn’t appreciate and cherish you. You just have to wait and wait for the right one to show up, and one that will surely reply your love sincerely and without condition.”

But it is really???

Hard 2 think and even harder to believe….

And this time I will try 2 believe and try 2 wait instead go and look for him, the right.